That’s All You’ve Got?
A Tuesday night poetry reading at the Beat Museum
Squeezed into a hard gray folding chair and
I’m not drunk enough for this shit but a friend is reading so I have to attend
A young man steps to the mike, yellow-blonde hair, barely old enough to shave
His hand trembles as he recites from the white sheet of looseleaf notebook paper
History is mystery, he reads
And our myths grow longer every night
Dramatic pause and the paper is folded, signifying the end
Polite applause
I’m thinking, that’s all you’ve got?
That’s it?
Paul Valery approached it with more poignance when he said
All history is nothing but myth …
each moment fades each moment
into the realm of the imaginary
Of course there’s always Sherwood Anderson who wrote:
The true history of life
is but a history of moments
Perhaps I just read too much
Which leads me to expect the same from those who want me to
Respect their written words

March 24, 2008 at 6:57 pm
you are right on this, but he was close to a haiku…(grin)
March 24, 2008 at 9:04 pm
Alllllmost a haiku.
If I’m even remembering it correctly.
March 25, 2008 at 5:05 am
Maybe because of this place, I was reading the On the Road scroll book yesterday in a library. I reread my favorite part of On the Road, the part about the hookup with Bea, the Mexican girl. It precisely overlaps a visit to LA, and some really wonderfully accurate things are said about LA in that five or six page section. Really magnificent. The part where they both wonder: are you really a whore? Are you really a pimp? is astounding. Sixty years later, just look at anyone young on myspace from LA and you sense that they’ve got to have the exact same questions at some point.
Then I read the introduction, which is very long and informative and mythbusting. One scroll? Hah. Yes, but…Kerouac reworked the narrative for two years. No wonder it’s his best book.
March 25, 2008 at 8:33 am
Joseph, the stories of Jack with Bea, in the cotton fields of Fresno and in the jazz clubs of South-Central L.A., were a highlight of my OTR show “The Ragged Promised Land”.
I read that damn scroll edition three times over eight weeks to prep and write the show. Never want to see it again, except as a doorstop.
March 25, 2008 at 12:41 pm
I like the rhythm in this piece and the ending rings very true.
March 25, 2008 at 12:47 pm
Thanks, Poet …
Don’t be a stranger.